Many of you might know.. I have bulimia and SI. With bulimia, I know why I don't want to do it. It hurts my body and I get sick easily. It makes me feel outof control.

Its harder for me to know why I don't like to cut. Its very superficial cuts and it sometimes makes me feel calmer and more in touch with me. It feels like im nurturning myself in a wierd way. The urges have been growing greater. In my mind I want to believe that I can love myself and cut myself at the same time.

What an irony.

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