Hi Crying
I agree with the Captain. That you are able to write clearly and express yourself well is still a good sign.


But i do totally get where you're coming from. It is exactly the situation i'm in as well, and if i didn't keep myself so well distracted i may feel the way you do now, too.

I came in here hoping some magic words would pop into my mind that would make a difference (though i didn't really believe they would) and, of course, i don't have any such words. So i'll say the only ones i do have and hope they matter. That's my best, as small as it is.

But people Do care what you do. I don't know you at all, but i'm here hoping to have Some sort of positive effect on you. So don't throw your life away because of a bad period in life. You're on the earth for a reason and that reason isn't done yet. So please don't take from us all the good things you have yet to offer. I haven't even had a chance to find out what they are yet.