These feelings will pass. I worried about people abandoning me for the long time. Well, at least half a dozen people in church came up to say hi today and my neighbour made me some meatball soup.

These feelings will pass. It's perfectly okay to take care of yourself. It's not being selfish. It's not good to martyr yourself all the time. Take some time off. People will understand and those who don't, aren't worth worrying over.