Don't listen to that inner snake, mountainstream That's the depression talking. You're worthy of love just like everyone else. Don't isolate yourself. We all love you here. Try to do something nice for yourself today. Eat some nice food or buy yourself something. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. You don't deserve to suffer. Please don't be so hard on yourself. You're a wonderful person. You have so much more to give to this world. You just have to regain a bit of self-confidence. Trust me, it goes a long way! Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could. Perhaps you could try to buy some self-help books if you can. I hope you'll feel better soon. Please don't give up. Take it one step at the time. Take baby steps. Try to hang on. You can do this! You're strong, I know that. I believe in you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you