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I would suggest you work on yourself in the present, at least for now. If you don't want to explore the details of what specifically happened to you, at least not yet, then just work on how to handle the present day anxiety.

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(((((lavendersteph))))), I think that this is really good advice. If you have issues that you can work on now then try and get to a better place with these, then when you are ready to explore these earlier times you will be stronger and better equiped to cope with whatever the truth may be. Because you were so young it is unlikely that you will have any memory of it (do you remember any part of the trip at all?), and that may prove to be very frustrating for you. This will probably dwell in your mind until you do begin to explore it, so hopefully you have a t you can talk to. Take care.