Hi EV,

I know what you mean. I've been tempted to try bulimia, but I don't really want to do that much damage to myself. I feel the same way you do about cutting. I also do it superficially, and it's really hard to find a reason not to, isn't it? But that isn't really being in control either, even though it feels like it helps.

I'm sorry that you are in so much distress that you feel like trying to relieve it in these ways. Although it can never replace loving and caring about yourself, you are very much loved here.

Thanks for posting. I've been thinking about you.

I tried replying to your other thread the other day too, but it doesn't seem to have shown up. I must not have pushed the right buttons.

Rap