when i was growing up and in my teens years i was surrounded by groups who made fun of everyone that wasnt like them.. it started early when i was young and i defended my older sister from them...

some of them did terrible things.. i remember a wounded bird... one of them began throwing rocks at it and it couldnt fly away... it was horrible to watch at my age when the most experience i'd had up to then was that animals were our friends..

the type of people i met didnt disappear no matter where i travelled.. someone mistreated someone...

i have always figured the abusers were abusive cause hey didnt get good love in their life... it didnt stick to them somehow if they did...

so, for my abusers... hey, i am saddened life was like that for you... it didnt help matters to spread it along...

i hope you have felt a moment of joy at some time .. i hope you can for one moment imagine how others feel when they also feel a moment of joy.... its very sad that someone took it away from them... as it is sad that yours was also taken from you...

i pray for healing for all of us concerned...