Please don't take extra clonazepam--it is a downer and increases the risk of suicide in people who are depressed. You need an upper, pot, or your zoloft (I hate Zoloft but it does numb my emotions better than when I take xanax which is a lot like clonazepam). It may take a while--but your distress will eventually lessen. I promise. Please don't injury yourself. I still feel guilty about the damage I may have done to my family when I made an attempt. The guilt will always cause me distress whenever my family is not doing well. You have been so brave for the sake of your children. Think of them whenever you consider it. Hugs.