thats why it is so frustrating i can not remember anything it makes me feel paranoid with males in my fam like i have my gm's bro who for the oddest reason i can't explain since i was young i never trusted him he just gave me a bad vibe same with my gma's son my mentally handicapped uncle when i was 13 my parents sent me and my sib to jersey to visit them when my uncle would want to take my 3 yr at the time bro to the store i would object i dunno i felt the urge to protect him from my uncle i dunno why but my heart kept telling me to be watchfull with my baby bro