I just wanted to say, that TONS of things can cause your hymen to be broken or even "messed up" like that, so that doesn't necesarrily mean that for sure something happened.

But, I think if this is something you have a suspicion about, then certainly you want to look into it. And if it does turn out that this is the case, then you CAN heal from it, and although you can never go back in time and make it not have happened, you can get through it.

Many hugs to you hun.