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Saw t today and talked to Pdoc. She made several med changes and is thinking I should go to an IOP. She is going to talk to my t and they are going to decide for sure. Ill be waiting for my t to confirm. I didnt go to work today though. I was too scared. Aside from my t appt and some encouragement from my mom to do some housework, all I did was sleep. The whole day. Tonight isnt much better.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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