I'm sleeping really well which is nice but otherwise my day is devoid of pleasure, like everything is in black-and-white. I guess my dog gives me faint pleasure but that's about it. I lay down for 16 hours, from midnight to 4:00pm. I got up a couple times for breaks but i just feel like i could lie down forever. I went to the mall for provisions to last out the next two days when there is a snowstorm, so at least i'll be relatively comfortable while cooped up at home. I can't seem to tolerate anything: TV, music, gaming, nothing. I keep telling myself this won't last forever tho. Early Spring hypomania is right around the corner.
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