Thanks Rap.

I just had a heart - to - heart with myself and God. There is no reason that I should sit alone cutting instead of talking to God or listening to soothing music. Hopefully it will be like when i started trying to eat healthy. It felt like murder just the thought of eating salads, but when I did it was better than eating hamburgers everyday. Anyways. I'm just hoping substituting other things with cutting will be like that.

BTW. Rap... Don't EVER EVER EVER give into the thoughts that say ..try bulimia.. Its horrible. I've been sick for two weeks because my immune system is so low. Stay healthy and take care of yourself!

EV