I was pretty down today and wasn’t sure how I was going to make it through work, but I made it through. I think I’m on the upswing because the depression wasn’t too terrible today. Still there and still some passive SI, but nothing terrible. And when RS came over it all melted away. I got to spend some time with him and have a nice dinner. I made potato and ham soup. RS continues to be impressed with my cooking lol. I’m not fabulous but I’m pretty good. I can follow a recipe and I know a few basic recipes off the top of my head. I’m to the point where I don’t really need to measure anything unless I’m baking. So that’s good.

I’m also in an even better mood because I got the call that school is canceled for tomorrow because of the snow! Even though it’s only supposed to be a couple of inches I guess they are erring on the side of caution after the disaster that happened back in November. That’s when it was SUPPOSED to be a couple of inches but ended up being five or six and screwing up traffic for hours. Buses coming home from school were delayed by hours. Some kids didn’t get home in my township until 5:30pm and it was worse up north. Whatever, I’ll take it! I love a nice unexpected day off.

So I’m hoping I’m leveling out. I think I’m still going to start the AD as soon as I can too hopefully keep the depression at bay. I may only need it until springtime. I have a pdoc appt tomorrow. I hope I can keep it. But the weather says it should be mainly rain at that point so I should be able to make it there.