Well, finally saw my pdoc last night (I am IP), and he has set a tentative discharge date for Thursday - two days from now down here. He explained so much I can barely touch on many subjects.

He explained why he chose not to form me. Basically he will try absolutely everything before forming someone (locking someone up if you don't understand the terminology). He chose to chemically retrain me for two days, and as I picked up after that it was no longer necessary. That was last Wed and Thursday. He said he worried about me all weekend as he knew I could dive at anytime. That was sweet.

He also explained that I had been in a psychotic mixed state and that my sudden recovery was my rapid cycling kicking in creating hypomania, which is still going btw. I am loving being mildly hypomanic. Is there really a better way to live? No harm done and joyful all the time with no irritably. Of course I could swing to depressed or mixed anytime, or the amazing near mythical beast, euthymic, but I am happy and feel I wont be in any horrible state soon.

Joy to all who need it!