like lyn, i am on verbal contract with t against SI. I am supposed to call before I take action. We've not yet discussed suicide. I jst wrote her an email yesterday informing her that I am back in they cycle of suicide idation. She did not respond (thus it is my assumption that it is not serious).

I do hope you will take measures to keep yourself safe. If you feel you cannot, please call 911 or go to the emergency room.

Kiya