So sick of crying myself to sleep lately. So sick of it. Anxiety attack and crying at 4am = Christina not sleeping.

Im so tired of this. I cant stop. Its getting worse. And there's nothing I can do about it, because its all in my head. If I was a better person, I could change the way I think and react... but not going to happen.

Just crying. Again. Anxiety attack, again. And nobody around.