TheSeaCat, I SO hear you on the med availability situation! I felt the same way about my long-standing Teva lamotrigine, only that one's not coming back.

(I'm just taking the manufacturer they've got on the shelves and see how it goes).
Well, love my new sneakers (good thing 'cause I paid enough and a half for them! Though shoes are the one thing I'm willing to pay real money for. I am ALWAYS on my feet and they've got some issues.). My feet felt good at the end of the day.
Today is my first fun internship day (not that the the working --volunteering-- part isn't some degree of fun, but this is actual fun and the reason I signed on). Pretty excited.
Oh, I suppose I should confess here. I talked on the phone with the exBF Sunday. I was just sitting around when the phone rang. It was a nice conversation. Don't worry, there was NO leading on or miss-y/kiss-y on my part, just pleasant conversation. Oh. And I'd sent a postcard. (No return address, just basically, glad you're doing well, my life is going great, no this-is-where-I'm-located details.)
Oh, and my new T (well, assigned, then I lost medicaid/access, so haven't actually seen yet) has been trying to figure out how to get me in. I think that's sweet.
Many, many hugs, especially to those having difficulties.