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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
I'm not good at anything. That's not an exaggeration, it's true. I'm doomed to be a failure. I'm actually a failure already. What's the point of studying if I know I'm going to fail anyway? I don't even like what I'm doing. That's not what I want to do in my life. But I have no other choice. I'm stuck with it. That's why I know I'm doomed. I'm just a burden on other people's shoulders. I'm so sorry to have disappointed so many people. I'm sorry for existing. I didn't deserve your trust, or my parents' trust, or anyone's trust. I'm just a disappointment and a failure. I haven't accomplished anything worth remembering in my life. I know I never will. I'm just a pathetic person. I'm so sorry, everyone. 
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I'm not sure if this will help, but it's meant in the most positive way possible because I have been there. It took me too long to learn that all failure meant, was that I was learning to win, to succeed. Failure teaches much more than always having success, so much more. Because you learn that the only way to fail is when you stop trying. Some people don't have to try hard. I don't think they're as tough and resilient as those of us that have struggled to achieve something. I know is sounds cliche, but I still believe it anyway. I just reframe it. I did not fail, I completed a lesson in learning how to succeed. I will not make those mistakes again. You can knock me down all you want, but I will always get up, always.