Hopefully, I think it is very gracious of you to try to reply to each member's post. It shows how conscientious you are. However, when you're going through a crisis as you are right now, personally I think you need to concentrate on yourself and trying to deal with what you're experiencing, with the faith that anyone who responds to you is trying to help you deal with that.
I've made a number of posts that have generated no replies, and while it's always gratifying to have your efforts recognized, that isn't the main reason, I don't think, for posting. It's to try to come up with something that might possibly help the suffering person.
Please don't worry about the necessity to reply, at least on my account.