For those of you that don't know I cannot find a pharmacy that has my Buspirone in stock and I'm not doing well with that news. My head is spinning; I can't think straight at all. I'm honestly terrified. I finally get out of the depression tunnel and veer right into anxiety territory. I know I have meds that I can get through this week with the meds I have but next week I'll be out. My psych and primary doc want to get ahead of this before it really starts effecting me; I think both are two late but that's just my thoughts.

I see my Psych tomorrow and I honestly don't know what to do. He and everyone else seem to think I'm not Bipolar 2 and was just put on some garbage antidepressants to begin with and that I should probably be just fine on a Trintellix, Paxil, maybe even a Lexapro. I just don't know; I didn't respond nicely to Prozac or Effexor.

My Cardiologist has said no Benzo's for me since the impact they can play with the heart. So that is out of the question. I've already tried Vistaril and that was less than helpful it didn't even make me sleepy.

Do you all have any advice on what to do; or what you would do in this situation.

I'm so scared right now all of my thoughts are going a mile a minute; I'm not exactly hungry and I'm not really a person anyone wants to be near.