I have come to realize something recently.

My issues and problems used to matter. They used to be listened to. They used to not be pushed under the rug so that those who were supposed to be supporting me could instead find a way to make me talking about my issues be wrong and therefore they are now the one in need of support, not me.

I used to actually feel like I could explain things. I used to feel I mattered even if I was nobody important.

I realize now - I do not matter - I never did.

It was all a charade .. and I was fooled by the illusion.

Funny thing ... Even this will probably be wrong to have said.

No matter what I say, it's wrong.

On here, on FaceBook, in life .. doesn't matter.. I'm all wrong

Why am I even here?