You matter, Crypts_Of_The_Mind. And we do care. I'm so sorry other people don't make you feel like you matter, because you do. You're a wonderful person. I'm so sorry you're going through this. But remember that some people do care. Here, for example. I know it's not the same thing, but at least it's something. You've been a good friend to me, Crypts_Of_The_Mind. Your posts have helped me. Let me help you now. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this