I'm so sorry, SilverSprings Perhaps you could ask your doctors to increase your meds temporarely? It sounds like you're going through a lot. I'm so sorry, please don't give up. You seem like a very strong person. Diets are hard too, but it's good that you're trying to eat healthy! Hopefully that will help a bit. I hope things will go well with your baby! I'm sure you'll be a wonderful mother. I'm so sorry, I wish I've had more advice to give to you. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you