Life is worth living, TheLonelyChemist. I'm so sorry you can't see it right now. Please don't give up. You're a wonderful person. You're very smart as well. I'm sure you can achieve great things. Please don't give up. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you