I havent had the physical feeling you are describing but I have definitely had the paranoia. It is always when mixed I feel like when I leave the house people can feel the bad energy, see the fidgeting and that I look as scary as the thoughts in my head.
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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