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I’m used to psych meds giving me bizarre dreams but these are totally spaced out. Every time I close my eyes I turn right back into a Stepford style child robot only worse, the creator can also make people and food out of clay. Anyone else have this? Now I’ve had virtually no sleep and I have no idea how I’m going to stay awake for the IOP. Oh well.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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