I’m craving a life that I am not consumed by thinking about alcohol or opioid medication or weed.

I had kidney stones and the doctor sent me home with morphine. I didn’t abuse it I also didn’t like the way it made me feel. It did take away the pain but made me start to go loopy after awhile. So I stopped taking it. Then on Sunday I fell in my bathroom onto my right shoulder/arm/ elbow. I gave myself a soft tissue injury it hurts like a b itch. They gave me hydromorphine when I was leaving over kill anyone? I have taken like one and i didn’t like the way it made me feel. I used to take it all the time back in the day before opioid crisis was a big deal. I was prescribed it for pain I never over abused it like I did other things. I also wouldn’t drink when I took a pill of it, i was careful. A careful alcoholic is there such a thing?

I am around sorts of drugs all the time everyday even cigarettes and alcohol. But I choose not to give in. You can too tweaky.