You're a wonderful person, Blueberrybook I admire your strength and will. You've been through so much and there you are, still standing. Be proud of yourself for that. I'm so sorry you've had to go through that, but acknowledge all the progress you've made in just one year. I'm glad things are going better now. I hope they will get even better for you and your family! You all deserve to be happy. Thank you for sharing your story here on PC. I'm sure it will inspire and ecnourage many other people here on PC. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you