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Last night I took for the fist time Ambien to sleep.
I didn't sleep better, I just had weird and intense hallucinations.... for some unknown reason, even if I slept as bad as always, I am feel emotionally better.
The hallucinations were like a emotional revelation.
Everthing that was inside went out, I could see it.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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