Perhaps you just need to take some time for yourself, Crypts_Of_The_Mind. That's ok. I understand how you feel. Just try to do something nice for yourself. Don't worry if you don't know what to say. You don't "have" to say anything if you don't want to. You can do it later or when you feel like it. Whathever it's the best thing for yourself. Remember that we're here for you to listen to you and to support you. We care about you. We all love you here. Sending many hugs to you