I have delusions, such as I'm being watched, the local police are after me, I have bugs living under my skin, those are a few. I get those voices sometimes, I don't hear them outside my head, but inside rather. They rule me. It might just be OCD, but the "voices" say, "do this or --- will die" "do that or --- will abandon you" and am forced to do compulsions, like putting my shirt over my hand when turning doorknobs. I'm pretty sure this is just OCD but it's destroying my life just the same... I am losing myself... I'm fading away. The reason I'm posting this in Bipolar is because I'm Bipolar and this may be the psychotic feature part of my condition.