Do you have doctors irl that you can ask about this stuff? Not that I dont care I just hope that you have people helping you irl because this stuff- I have experience with some similar stuff- can be terrifying.
Yes, psychosis can be a part of bipolar disorder. But if it happens outside of mood episodes its possible it will be diagnosed as schizoaffective disorder. But thats all semantics imho.
It would be good to bring this stuff up with your doctor- it might mean you need a medication adjustment so that you can have a better- and less terrifying- quality of life.
In any case, Im sorry you are going through all of this and I hope that it gets easier.
You get a hug from me
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