Thanks so much everyone. I wouldn't have thought it, but that whole ordeal of the perforated ulcer led to even more PTSD, but, truly, it was a nightmare.

H gets to work from home today, so that has been nice, especially for Valentine's Day

I know when I feel like I can't do something or am weak, I need to remember just what I've overcome, not just this ulcer incident, though yep, it's in there for sure, but many hardships in my life in general. Though it is true that last year has had to be the hardest year all year long that I have been through. It even started hard, with H having to bury his mother in January as she'd passed away late December 2017.