Been pretty down lately. I've been sick, the weather has been crappy, and I'm feeling really unsure of everything. I've agreed with my therapist (finally) that I need to get help with my addiction, so I'm going to start going to meetings again. I haven't been yet because of being sick, and I'm afraid of finally going. I'm afraid of seeing someone I know. Work has been terrible, I'm being reduced to one day a week, and I feel like I'm not healthy enough to keep doing this. My boyfriend finally started counseling for some issues he's having with work, but I feel like we're becoming more distant now. It worries me so much, he had an appointment today and came home upset, but won't talk to me about why. I need some stability in my life.