I really didnt know where to put this post. So i guess it will work in here. I used to come on here alot, then i moved and had no computer. But i have an announcement for those who remember me, or for anyone who wants to read. I am pregnant now with a little boy. Aint got much longer to go. I am in my 8th month. Its been hard, real hard, but now i live with my mom again. I was married, still legally am but im getting a divorce. He left me stranded and pregnant. Im having alot of issues money wise and housing wise but im getting by i guess. I keep trying to get the dad to help but he wants nothing to do with the kid. I myself think i am too young for all this, I am only 19. But now im bringing a child into this world and i still know nothing about anything. I reside with my mother now, she is going to help me for a while until i can put a roof over mine and my childs head. Things are getting difficult, but somehow i deal. A year or so ago i wouldve never made it. I used to be really depressed and suicidal. Now im just scared. I have learned to let my past go (kinda), still trying some memories. I have gotten alot better since my last episode. Finally i decided to grow up, its amazing what being pregnant will do to ppl.