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I felt it was like I was a baby trapped in an adults body, wanting what a baby would need but in myself as an adult to me it looks ugly and it really doesn't do me any justice.

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..but I also see that its so much more beneficial to be treated as an adult so one can grow and become interdependent rather than dependent for life.

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You are saying that although you were wanting and needed things in the same way a baby wants or needs things, you were glad your T was strong enough to accept this and still provide care--in an adult way? In doing so, you felt like crap for a while but, she helped you move from being dependent on others towards independence? Do I have this correct?

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Did you personally thank her though, and praise her strength and that she gave herself to you in that way? :-)

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I'm not sure why this statement made me cringe, but it did. But Mouse you seem to just say, yes, I've thanked her several times.