I had to disown my parents. I actually feel better doing it. I can't be around people that are negative and brings me down. I dont need anything to help with that. I hate lairs and hateful people that purposely tries to trigger me.

It was hard at first but it's nice not having to worry about seeing all the family and being fake. Seriously people in general are fake anyway so why do we all gather around when no one likes each other? Because it's the norm?

Also how many people do you know that went from being a hateful person to a wonderful nice person? People can improve and better themselves but most are still the same. It takes a lot of dedication and them wanting to change for themselves. After years of giving them chances to be decent people it was overdue to end the relationships with them.

I hope your situation gets better.