It is your own decision, Crook32. You have to decide whether it's worth it or not. Of course life can be unpredictable. Whathever you decide, remember that we're for you to support you. We care about you here. We all love you here. I hope things will get better soon for you. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. You don't deserve to go through all of this. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this