I hope I dont hallucinate tonight. I havent had a guaranteed hallucination for like a week now. Just vague voices that might be just people who live with me chatting or a tv- so I dont count those because they might be real. So its been more than a week with no big bad ones. Im hoping a week turns into forever but probably not.

Im going to try to hope for that but also try not to be completely crushed if they come back.