Spent all friday crying in bed.
My friend and her boyfriend are here. At least they make me want to eat and get up from bed. Probably I am going to buy some clothes with them.
I am losing weight from no eating enough. Usually I don't eat for 16h until my friends eat somthing around 3:00 pm. I don't know what would I do if they weren't here...
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-