Well, on Tuesday night I ended up taking too many pills and in the hospital. Fortunately they released me, but I never should have driven home. When I was backing up into the garage I damaged my fairly new car, about $1400 worth.

I have been so depressed over losing my job and wondering how the bills were going to get paid if I lost my unemployment claim - my old employer was fighting me very hard on it. My father chipped in so our electric wouldn't be shut off, but that left so much. And of course my H is absolutely no support to me, just complains as to why I don't give him gas or cig money (he gets disability and pays a large portion of the rent and buys food once a month, but I pay everything else).

I finally won over my old employer, but by then, it had taken its toll on me. Most of the time is a blur, but I am home, just very fragile.

Please send my some good thoughts my way. I'd appreciate it.

Thanks.

Mary Alice