I'm so sorry, Thirty shades Please don't be so hard on yoursel. We're all useful here. There's no such thing as an "useless" person. We're all unique and special, and we all bring something to the world. I know you're definitely not useless. You're always so kind and supportive here on PC. You've helped many people, including myself. You're NOT worthless! All the people here on PC are wonderful. Please remember that. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. I know it's hard. Please don't give up. Is there anything we can do to help you? Please let us know. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this