Is it too scary to be cared for? Hmm...maybe...I don't think I like being cared for because then there is kind of an obligation to care back. Which I sometimes don't reciprocate feelings of caring and love well. At least that is what my husband and other past family members have told me.

What is the price for letting T into you heart? Well first I don't think she really wants to be in my heart. That to me is a bit too close. If I did care more deeply for her... then I guess might miss her when she is no longer my T. I kind of like the idea that I can walk away from just about anyone in my life (except my kids of course), and not look back. I'd kind of be like, man it sucks that I don't have this person to chat with anymore, but oh well I'll live. Don't get me wrong, I like my T as a person, I respect her opinion, I miss not having her to talk to but I'd get over it.