I don't know what to say. all week i have just been pilling up enough so i can sleep and maybe the day will just go away. i want to hear from my former doc in ga. he is very busy and hasn't answered my e-mails. we became very close and we e-mail back and fourth. i guess you could call him a back-up council for me. i'm just so sad, no one has written to me, my son doesn't call, i'm just so sad, sad, sad. i have to take a shower tomorrow because mama has to have x-rays and i am her ride. i wonder how many tears i have shed in my life? please someone help me, i need someone. i will accept any PM's, i just want to sleep and feel better. i want to stop crying. please write to me. pj56