So I kept a journal of my chatter over the past three days per my therapist request. This is just from today.

1) I dont want go be touched like that
2) I dont want to die
3) I dont want you to stick your finger there
4) I do want to die
5) We were m******* like 5 times
6) I wonder how Ms. I is (when I could have cared less)
7) I dont want to be stabbed in the stomach
And other random nonsense.

Why is this happening to me?