*in an upbeat tone* even with a little happy dance
" no one gives a sh** ... no on gives a *****"

earlier it was like a sad realization, but an accepted one... now it's a happy freedom thought, but still some sadness...
Anyways ... I reread my living sister's email to me, .earlier she wrote and it confused me.. a lot of back stories stuff
can't recall the last Time we emailed each other...but refreshed a little as fb let's me see what I wrote in conversation in her profile that's deleted I think, or I'm blocked? She's on a different one, ... not even sure if it's her.

This is the one that our mother claimed to me that "I cut her off"... sister's Message, surprisingly to me, the grammar is off for this sister.... it's a bit up to interpretation with how to read it...
I have been in my funk lately, so I'm "sensitive " a bit.... but yet, if I read another way, taking off my mother's info.. maybe it's genuine?
.. idk .. I'm also at times wondering if it is my sister.

I am confused with how I cut her out,
Dont mean to sound like a teenager but... I didn't delete or block her, have had same # and even gave my addy that I'm still at- I have to laugh now. I had tried to call her last year but the number I had didn't work soooo... I just don't get it. A part of me doesn't care. "Apologize " try to understand, but in the end live life as best as one can.... right?