Had a great day at work. Havent been getting much sleep still and not feeling like tonight will be any different. So dancing and enjoying my shadow's company.

H made me promise to be good when he went to bed, too cold for a walk anyways. He is obviously getting concerned which makes me worry a bit too. Lots of cravings but I will make it through tonight so thats good enough for now. He joked that he should handcuff us together for the night when he went to bed and I wouldnt come. He is so caring and does a great job taking care of me I just wish it wasnt necessary.

Struggling with what is me and what is a symptom. I dont know if I can separate those anymore and its frustrating. Been taking my meds so thats good at least. Chocolate milk instead of water and splitting up the doses to more often during the day seems to have done the trick. No more nausea and gagging