I'm so sorry, Desoxyn It seems like you're going through a lot right now. Is there anything else going on in your life right now? Are you feeling stressed or having a difficult situation? Perhaps that may be the reason why you're feeling like this. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. You coudl learn new ways to cope with your numbness, if you haven't already. Just keep doing what you're doing. Try to find some distractions for yourselves like you're already doing. Anything that could help you feel better. Music is good. I'm glad it's helping a bit! Try to take some time for yourself. Hopefully this feeling of numbness will pass soon. I'm so sorry, I know it's hard. Please don't give up. I hope you'll feel better soon. Remember that we're here for you if you need it. Feel free to PM me anytime. Let me know if I can do something to help you. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this