Woke up again with dreaded thoughts. Been busy in the morning. I put together my spaghetti sauce, like I always do every month. And did some light shopping. My sister called and it went alright, but not much to talk about. Then she drifted off to sleep like she always does.

I was planning on a bike ride this afternoon. I don't know if I'll go. The weather can't make it's mind. One minute it's sunny, the next it's cloudy and threatening to rain. I've looked at the radar and there's some rain coming. But not yet. Extremely windy outside. Maybe within an hour or half hour from now it will rain. So we'll see what I can do from now on for the rest of the day.